Starting Life Over From Zero
by Anna Tuong
My name is Anna Tuong. This is my story of escape from Vietnam.
I was born in Vietnam (South Saigon). I am from an educated, middle class family. I am one of 11 children and I am in the middle. When I was 17 I started studying dental nursing and I worked for my father who is a dentist.
In 1975, I will never forget it. In South Vietnam, soldiers with weapons tried to protect the country against the Communist fighters. In April, despite the soldiers’ efforts, Saigon, the capital of South Vietnam, was captured by the communists and the South Vietnamese government collapsed. After the fall of Saigon, Vietnamese people who had worked for either the South Vietnamese government or the Americans feared persecution by the Communists if they remained in Vietnam. Thousands of soldiers, including my husband, were killed and the ships were destroyed. My husband’s ship went down because of the bombing and all onboard were killed.
After 1975 the Vietnam War had devastated the whole country. Oh! Saigon, my beautiful home town, was not there any more.
In 1978, the Communist government was allowing people to leave. The door opened and many husbands and wives discussed the possibility of leaving Vietnam for the new life in another country. In order to get there, families needed gold or American dollars to pay boat owners and fluctuating prices meant the payment could be a great deal more or less depending on the value of the American dollar and gold prices. Negotiations to take whole families and pay later (after arrival in a new country) failed. Most boat owners would agree to take only one parent and one child, leaving the remaining family behind as security against the repayment of the loan.
We had to pay for the communist government too. This meant if we left the country, we had to sign all of our possessions over to the government including our gold, our houses, our cars, whatever we had.
There were many restless days and nights spent by people in South Vietnam talking about their children’s’ futures. How many years would they be separated? Would they ever see each other again? Would they be accepted in the new country? And how long would it take to save and repay the loan?
Many people were deeply in love and with children that they both cherished. It was one of the hardest decisions to ever be made.
We left South Vietnam, on an old fishing boat made of timber and there were more than 250 people, and the vessel measured just eight metres by three metres wide. It was a difficult journey, men were put at the bottom of the boat to sit or squat on the floor. Women and children were put on the top deck as seasickness affected them more than the others. We were in that small boat for 15 days. I had many experiences while we were on the boat, there were many big waves and I got very seasick. I was only half conscious when suddenly my older brother said to us “Take care, there is a strange boat coming near our boat, it might be pirates!”
I was looking for my son to hold, he was only 3½ years old at the time. I found him and soon after I heard someone jump onto the boat and yell “Take all of your money and jewelry out!” They spoke their own language but we guessed the meaning. I was frightened and thought “Are they going to hurt us?”
The pirate saw I was holding my baby so he just took our things and walked away. He did not hurt us. Soon the pirates were all finished stealing from us and left the boat. But that was not the end of pirates.
Soon after a second boat came in to do the same thing… three boats… four boats… five boats… six boats… seven boats…
“The pirates were ruthless.
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The pirates were ruthless. They checked everyone – everywhere looking for valuables. One middle aged man had a full set of gold crowns. They cut out each tooth, one by one with a knife. They just wanted to take all our gold. They would rip off the women’s clothes and violently probe their vaginas to see if they were hiding anything like diamonds, American dollars… anything! They did it quickly in case any boats would come past and potentially report their invasion of our boat. They did not care for human life.
When the eighth boat came - they had nothing to take- we had nothing left. They checked everywhere, looking for gold and diamonds, even inside our ears. They started looking for girls to have “SEX”. We all lay on the decks, praying for our lives and hope we don’t getting hurt. They were attacking the young girls, I was worried because I was by myself with my son. Luckily next to me was an old gentleman. I asked him to please help and pretend to be my husband. The nice gentleman said “Make your hair messy and cover your face and put your head on my shoulder. So we look like wife and husband.” The pirate walked past us and the gentleman signaled that we were married so that the pirates wouldn’t take me off the boat. The pirates took a young girl, we never saw her again. I thought “Oh please God help her.”
There was little food available for the whole ship but because of seasickness, most people drank only water for eight days and nine nights until the boat disembarked.
One day, there was a terrible storm. I cannot remember when the engine broke but the boat just floated, with the waves going up and down. All the people on the boat started praying, we thought it might sink. I remember my grandfather said “That’s it, all my family finished.”
…. Luckily, a few hours later, the sea became calm again.
My family left Vietnam, including my grandfather, my mother and father, all my sisters and brothers AND my uncle with six children managed to escape together on the same boat.
We arrived in Indonesia and had to stay at a refugee camp for 1½ years. After that we came to Australia, all my family - we were finally safe and ready to start over again from zero.